Living in Bratislava and other stories (including wallowing in self-pity :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

price

Mother of my friend said to her long time ago: three boys at least, or none. It's true. Most of time in our lives we have either insane amount of people interested, or we feel like last slug on the road, none.
Right now I feel like more than three. Actually with the spring everthing intensified here. I got used to be here, it's my home in the way Zagreb never was.
Second, trip to Krakow broke the barrier of many things. I realized the sex feels, breaths and smells the same no matter the language. Third, every prejudice you have about french people are true. Well, most of them. Good lovers. Yes, for me. Croatians can be very brutal in demand of what they consider to be 'their rights' in making love. After long time, I felt like coupling was dedicated for my enjoyment, his was just side effect of that.
Fourth, after Krakov,more than ever, I realized that prison is a state of mind. Auschwitz-Birkenau on a day you imagine in your dreams. When you're inside, even 80 years later, you realize that inside there was no sun, moon, spring, winter. Every day must have been the same torture. That was horrible. But not in the way I expected to be. In the end I'm glad to choose to go there.
Fifth, graphic design in both Czech Republic and Poland, left me breathless. And I am very hard person to surprise or amaze.
Conclusion: things are set in motion. I don't care anymore what will hapen or what is happenig at home. Here is my home, here are my frends.
Those who I left, will be there when I come back. :*

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