Living in Bratislava and other stories (including wallowing in self-pity :)

Saturday, June 11, 2011

under my thumb - rolling stones

I'm in love and alone again. This year I have finally suceeded in being left alone.
But this growing pian of fruitless one sided loves.. I almost forgot how it feels to be alone in love.
One never let me forget that, and after I was over it, anotherone came, and then another. It hurts to be meaningless.
And yes, I'm jelous to everyone you call youf friends. Am I not a friend too? Someone who for a brief time shared you with you.And yet, I'm there and I'm not, just out of reach. And how I miss you it's even more horrible.
Like I have uncanny talent to shit relationships. I feel lost. Again.

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